Jelly Roll

I'd done nothing.

I'd never proved to them that I was going to change and that I'd be a man of my word in any regard.

They had every reason not to go out there and cheer me on.

And that was like a big moment.

That was the moment, you know, where I was like, damn.

And I realized that in addiction, the family will kind of cater to the addict.

It's nature.

You know, like if somebody in your family was a drug addict, you would help with their kids or you would feel a need to help in their absence.

It's what we do as a family.

It's human nature.

And I realized then how much my addiction had been hurting his family.

You know, how much that my sex life with my wife was horrible.

Dude, I married a fucking big titty blonde, beautiful woman, dog.

You know what I mean?

Like I married the kind of woman that makes you smile when you're crying.

You know, and I couldn't I couldn't even get aroused.

I was so big.

I mean, I was having to play.

I was having to play twister to have sex.

Left foot here, right foot in the X. You know, are we in there yet?