Jelly Roll

Like that's where it's at.

And that's that it's anytime I used to see guys like Ralphie and I would think it watching, I'd be like, man, when you get to that size, that's a, there's a mental component.

There's something happening there.

There's some trauma attached to it, or there's a story that you're living in, in your mind.

That's just a, you know, your body's just reacting to a pattern.

It's always had that you haven't been able to get it out.

It's there's something you've got to,

Really go in and roll the sleeves up and kind of find it.

I did every kind of thinking back.

This therapist did the coolest thing, Joe.

She looked at me and said, when do you first remember being big?

I talked to my sister, Shelby, about this the other day.

And she said what I said, which made me cry because I never talked to my family about this.

And I go, I think the first time I realized I was big was I was going to get school clothes for elementary school.

And back then they had a section in the Dillards called Husky.

You remember this?

You're old enough to remember they had a husky section.

That's crazy.

You know what I'm saying?

Which is awesome, I guess.