Jennelle Gordon

Doing the best for the child, which most women are so selfish today.

They schedule their C-sections because they don't want to ruin their body.

What they don't realize is that when you don't have a vaginal birth, you're really fucking your child.

Because your child gets a plethora of good bacteria when they come down the vaginal birth canal.

That protects them for life, which is why my son's never sick.

So I was going through those early days.

I was postpartum.

One of the side effects of having a natural birth, if you're in my demographic, my demographic meaning I was a product of the foster system, had abuse, was trafficked, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.

I was alone, no family.

You have higher chances for getting postpartum.

Doesn't mean that Karen, you know, living in the multimillion dollar mansion can't get it either.

It just means my chances are higher.

So I was having postpartum and PTSD.

It was pretty rough time.

Yes, but having a newborn, breastfeeding around the clock, which I did, going to school full time to keep the roof over my head because I was in like all these programs, like the government was like, the county was paying for me to go to school so my son could be in child, like I was just trying to figure out how to survive at that time.

And I had the skillset tantra, but I didn't really know how to like, how do I make money off of it?

Like, what do I do?

So I was just at that time just surviving.

And you see when you, I don't know if you're planning to have kids, but it's a lot.

You're doing it alone and you have no support, no family.