Jenny Garth

Nope.

And he didn't know who he was yet.

I didn't know who I was yet.

He wants to be an actor and he's doing the work.

It's hard to even imagine, but I feel now as if, and this is no shade, no blame, nothing.

I'm kind of a realist.

Like, I don't think he was ever truly in love with me, the kind of love that it takes to be married to sustain a long-term relationship.

Yeah, he was focused on other things, his career, and I was focused on the kids and my career, trying to do both.

And now if I could go back, the writing was kind of on the wall.

For some reason, my now husband, Dave, doesn't understand, well, why did you keep having kids with him?

Well, yeah.

To answer that.

It happens when you're married and you have sex.

It wasn't.

We functioned.

And we loved being a family.

We loved our daughter so much.

And we would do a lot of fun things.

And it just...

felt normal but i didn't try to make it this way it just showed up as that white picket fence story all of a sudden you're like wow okay this is what i'm doing and then it didn't have what it needed to sustain that's hard to leave stay tuned for more armchair expert if you dare