Jenny Garth

It's magically appears.

I don't know who does what with it, but it's all good.

Then all of a sudden I was forced to really think about how am I going to do this?

I don't have that backup, even if we were sharing things equally.

The feeling of having that kind of backup support was gone.

And my dad had died and I felt a lot more responsibility and I just never worried about money.

And then all of a sudden I started worrying about money.

I started worrying about when am I going to get enough to pay?

And my business manager was really scaring the shit out of me all the time, said, you need to sell your house and actually you need to sell the ranch too.

So I just built a home for my daughters and he said, you need to sell it now while the real estate is at its height because it's going to change.

I was like, okay.

And I didn't have a sounding board on the other side of that.

And then he said, you need to sell your ranch.

And I did that too.

And I regret both of those decisions because the minute you start worrying and holding on and attaching to the outcome of the money coming and going, that is when for me, it stopped coming.

I like clenched my fists around it and strangled it.

Yeah, yeah.

With worry.

And that was a real life lesson.

And even like going back to my relationship with the girl's dad.