Jess Phoenix

Oh dear, this means God doesn't want me.

Stop talking about me.

You're not good enough to talk about me.

Be quiet.

And that threw me because I thought, well, when I met Jesus, Jesus was telling me and pushing me to expose witchcraft.

So why am I then coming up against someone who follows Jesus, who's been in church, who's been a Christian a lot longer than I have,

who knows the Bible probably back to front, telling me, you're still a witch, you shouldn't be speaking online, go back to where you came from.

So for me, I thought, well, they know Jesus more than I do.

They must be right.

That must be God speaking through them to tell me to be quiet and stop talking about him.

But I know the Holy Spirit.

I encountered the Holy Spirit first.

So...

It didn't feel like him talking.

Didn't feel like the Holy Spirit saying that to me.

And when I matched it back to the character of Jesus, that's not something Jesus Christ would say.

Right.

So I sat there for a long time.

I started questioning myself.

I was looking at the way that I look.