Jess

And at the time, I wanted to slit his throat, but I'm very happy that I did stay, and I'm glad that little manipulation did stick a little bit.

And at the time, I wanted to slit his throat, but I'm very happy that I did stay, and I'm glad that little manipulation did stick a little bit.

100% trust. Probably when we moved to Georgia. I think I went to Georgia June 1st, 2019, my first day clean. And I think that's when I just let everything go. Up until that point, like I would still think of the emails and like the thought of some things I'd want to kill him in his sleep and I would actually think about it sometimes.

100% trust. Probably when we moved to Georgia. I think I went to Georgia June 1st, 2019, my first day clean. And I think that's when I just let everything go. Up until that point, like I would still think of the emails and like the thought of some things I'd want to kill him in his sleep and I would actually think about it sometimes.

100% trust. Probably when we moved to Georgia. I think I went to Georgia June 1st, 2019, my first day clean. And I think that's when I just let everything go. Up until that point, like I would still think of the emails and like the thought of some things I'd want to kill him in his sleep and I would actually think about it sometimes.

But once we moved away from Memphis and like literally had to leave everything behind with just the clothes on our backs and a $700 truck with stolen plates, I was like, okay, I really am starting my life over with this man and I can't have to forgive. And I've learned this my whole life. You know, God teaches forgiveness. And I knew that if I was going to

But once we moved away from Memphis and like literally had to leave everything behind with just the clothes on our backs and a $700 truck with stolen plates, I was like, okay, I really am starting my life over with this man and I can't have to forgive. And I've learned this my whole life. You know, God teaches forgiveness. And I knew that if I was going to

But once we moved away from Memphis and like literally had to leave everything behind with just the clothes on our backs and a $700 truck with stolen plates, I was like, okay, I really am starting my life over with this man and I can't have to forgive. And I've learned this my whole life. You know, God teaches forgiveness. And I knew that if I was going to

continue my life with him i would have to forgive him before before god would allow anything good to happen i was going to have to forgive him and so i just i just decided it's it's time it's time to forgive him and and that was it why did you guys move to atlanta We moved, well, it's like an hour north of Atlanta. It's a little city called Cumming. And, well, we moved to stay alive.

continue my life with him i would have to forgive him before before god would allow anything good to happen i was going to have to forgive him and so i just i just decided it's it's time it's time to forgive him and and that was it why did you guys move to atlanta We moved, well, it's like an hour north of Atlanta. It's a little city called Cumming. And, well, we moved to stay alive.

continue my life with him i would have to forgive him before before god would allow anything good to happen i was going to have to forgive him and so i just i just decided it's it's time it's time to forgive him and and that was it why did you guys move to atlanta We moved, well, it's like an hour north of Atlanta. It's a little city called Cumming. And, well, we moved to stay alive.

That was at the very, the worst part of our addiction right then. We knew if we didn't leave Memphis, if we didn't leave right at that minute, we were going to die. He actually left a week before I did. I didn't know if I was ready yet. And if you leave or you say you're going to stop doing drugs before you're ready, it's not going to stick.

That was at the very, the worst part of our addiction right then. We knew if we didn't leave Memphis, if we didn't leave right at that minute, we were going to die. He actually left a week before I did. I didn't know if I was ready yet. And if you leave or you say you're going to stop doing drugs before you're ready, it's not going to stick.

That was at the very, the worst part of our addiction right then. We knew if we didn't leave Memphis, if we didn't leave right at that minute, we were going to die. He actually left a week before I did. I didn't know if I was ready yet. And if you leave or you say you're going to stop doing drugs before you're ready, it's not going to stick.

Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. Sorry. That I meant until he got back, until we relapsed for the first time, you know, together. Oh, and also, like, I was pregnant when all of this happened. Once I had my child, I always have to have C-sections. So they put me on pain pills. I never got off of them. I just kept taking them. I had so much resentment and hatred for him that I just stayed on pain pills.

Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. Sorry. That I meant until he got back, until we relapsed for the first time, you know, together. Oh, and also, like, I was pregnant when all of this happened. Once I had my child, I always have to have C-sections. So they put me on pain pills. I never got off of them. I just kept taking them. I had so much resentment and hatred for him that I just stayed on pain pills.

Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. Sorry. That I meant until he got back, until we relapsed for the first time, you know, together. Oh, and also, like, I was pregnant when all of this happened. Once I had my child, I always have to have C-sections. So they put me on pain pills. I never got off of them. I just kept taking them. I had so much resentment and hatred for him that I just stayed on pain pills.

And like, Three weeks after I had James, our first, I get a call from Shelby County that he's in jail and he got caught with crack right in front of the trap house like three weeks after my C-section. Like... I could barely move, you know. I was breastfeeding, had this huge-ass scar. I was an asthmatic, so I was dealing with an asthma attack at the same time.

And like, Three weeks after I had James, our first, I get a call from Shelby County that he's in jail and he got caught with crack right in front of the trap house like three weeks after my C-section. Like... I could barely move, you know. I was breastfeeding, had this huge-ass scar. I was an asthmatic, so I was dealing with an asthma attack at the same time.

And like, Three weeks after I had James, our first, I get a call from Shelby County that he's in jail and he got caught with crack right in front of the trap house like three weeks after my C-section. Like... I could barely move, you know. I was breastfeeding, had this huge-ass scar. I was an asthmatic, so I was dealing with an asthma attack at the same time.