Jessi Draper
👤 SpeakerAppearances Over Time
Podcast Appearances
Because, you know, now the show I have so many things I have to do.
I have to be on camera.
But before that, I was teaching hair classes and I was running a business.
So I get in huge fights with Jordan and then I have to turn it on and go teach hundreds of people and be there for my employees.
And I literally had to learn that as a coping mechanism to the point where.
it's really hard for me to cry now.
And it's really hard for me to face my emotions and be vulnerable.
The show has helped me.
I watched season four and I was like, oh, I cried more than I thought.
Okay, that's good.
It's progress.
But yeah, I'm very good at just being like, I'm totally fine.
And I wish that I would have just taken more time to like,
look internally and be like, you're not okay.
And it's okay to not be okay.
And you don't have to put on a brave face.
And I'm working on that in therapy now, but that for sure.
I mean, Jordan wanted this.
He wanted to stay.