Jessi

I should have never done it.

There's no excuse for it.

But on the contrary, there's also no excuse for what she did.

No, no, no.

I know.

Well, it sounded like maybe I misheard you.

So it sounds like you're making an excuse for it.

Do you get the position I was in where I didn't, I wasn't beat, you know, I tried to explain that.

Maybe it, maybe it didn't come across well.

but no, there is no excuse for it to answer your question very directly.

Yes.

Correct.

I think I might've, my brain might've made up what you were saying.

Sure.

yeah i mean i was for me but i you know and i remember so just so you know during that time that's what i was trying to do but i think it was too far gone at that time genuinely yeah do you remember that what like right before you had the affair like i was before the affair even happened i was at that place but it was too little too late just so you know it doesn't make it right doesn't make it better you were trying to put the pieces back together yeah 100 yes

You don't remember our conversations?

Our conversations like from September.

No, no, that whole month.

I could, I already knew that she was in a place where not, not something like that was a possibility because that was just.

He knew I had checked out probably.