Jessi

We did.

And I, and as hard as that was, I think what I was looking for in that moment was appreciation.

You know, I know that must've been hard, but I appreciate you doing that for our family.

You know, just something like that.

Oh yeah.

Yeah.

Prior to the affair.

Yeah.

I think she's starting to understand it, but not fully.

Absolutely.

That's honestly where I went wrong, right?

Was...

was not being patient with that and maybe not being explicit enough with what we want together and working towards that instead of acting out the way that it did.

That's a great question.

Um, I never thought I would be a TV personality or whatever, however you call it, reality TV person.

So it's, it's, I'm not even close to as polished or as good as this is as Jesse is.

It doesn't even come like, I'm not, I don't even come close.

And I think what I'm trying to do now is, you know, something that I actually haven't talked about is like the birth of dad talk essentially came off the heels of the affair.

Like I didn't do much social media as a matter of fact, I did almost nothing until the affair happened.

And then I tried to use, after that point, I said, I need to have my own thing.