Jessica Mizzi

And so they scan him and they don't actually tell you, this is where we are so different.

And it fucks me off so much.

I told him last night, it's so annoying how different we are.

Cause I just, this is annoying because your journey is my journey and I'm on your journey with you.

And if I was there in that scan, I would have said, can you see anything?

Has it worked?

But of course he didn't say anything because in a week he'll find that out.

No, but you're either the person that talks through scans and asks, like when I had my ultrasound on my breasts, I was asking you every two minutes, what can you say now?

You're not saying anything.

You're not making any noises.

What did you say?

So I just, we are so different.

And I said, it's annoying because I want to get it put, I want to put it at rest and know that you're done because quite often they have to go back and repeat this treatment.

I don't want that.

I want to move on.

I want to get him running.

Get him bloody well running.

How they don't tell you that originally so that you... Why would they not have like, it's so annoying, but it's the nature of the game, I suppose.

There's been so many things that come into play.

into that like equation.