Jessie

special she is how important she is in this world how valued she is in this world so a lot of things come with that well i think the fact that you've already listed off all those things means you're going to do it right to the best of your ability I'm going to try. What do you think doing it right looks like? Oh, man. So many things.

special she is how important she is in this world how valued she is in this world so a lot of things come with that well i think the fact that you've already listed off all those things means you're going to do it right to the best of your ability I'm going to try. What do you think doing it right looks like? Oh, man. So many things.

I think it's... It can be the start of packing the right things for the hospital bag. It can be the start of... I mean, it's so stupid how much of that stuff takes up space in my mind. But doing it right as far as having, you know, making it to 40 weeks. I don't know if I'm going to make it to 40 weeks. Oh, for God's sakes. Jessie. I know. You think doing it right means going 40 weeks? Yes.

I think it's... It can be the start of packing the right things for the hospital bag. It can be the start of... I mean, it's so stupid how much of that stuff takes up space in my mind. But doing it right as far as having, you know, making it to 40 weeks. I don't know if I'm going to make it to 40 weeks. Oh, for God's sakes. Jessie. I know. You think doing it right means going 40 weeks? Yes.

I think it's... It can be the start of packing the right things for the hospital bag. It can be the start of... I mean, it's so stupid how much of that stuff takes up space in my mind. But doing it right as far as having, you know, making it to 40 weeks. I don't know if I'm going to make it to 40 weeks. Oh, for God's sakes. Jessie. I know. You think doing it right means going 40 weeks? Yes.

Or doing it where... Not naturally, but just letting my body do it when my body wants to do it, not get induced. So you think you're doing it wrong if you get induced? Oh, my God. It's been a roller coaster this week. I think I put so much pressure on myself to let myself listen to my body first. And now it's like, nope, you're going to have to probably get some help to start this.

Or doing it where... Not naturally, but just letting my body do it when my body wants to do it, not get induced. So you think you're doing it wrong if you get induced? Oh, my God. It's been a roller coaster this week. I think I put so much pressure on myself to let myself listen to my body first. And now it's like, nope, you're going to have to probably get some help to start this.

Or doing it where... Not naturally, but just letting my body do it when my body wants to do it, not get induced. So you think you're doing it wrong if you get induced? Oh, my God. It's been a roller coaster this week. I think I put so much pressure on myself to let myself listen to my body first. And now it's like, nope, you're going to have to probably get some help to start this.

So that feels like I'm already not doing it right. And then it's also just how to do it right with how do you properly raise a little human? I don't know why you're asking me.

So that feels like I'm already not doing it right. And then it's also just how to do it right with how do you properly raise a little human? I don't know why you're asking me.

So that feels like I'm already not doing it right. And then it's also just how to do it right with how do you properly raise a little human? I don't know why you're asking me.

Raise a good human.

Raise a good human.

Raise a good human.

In my head, this is so, again, this narrative I've created that just says you want to go into labor naturally. And right now, as of this week, my doctor said that ain't going to happen. So scratch that off. Okay. And how does that make you feel? Terrible. Why? Because I feel I've asked every doctor that I've had to see, like, did I do something wrong? Did I not exercise enough?

In my head, this is so, again, this narrative I've created that just says you want to go into labor naturally. And right now, as of this week, my doctor said that ain't going to happen. So scratch that off. Okay. And how does that make you feel? Terrible. Why? Because I feel I've asked every doctor that I've had to see, like, did I do something wrong? Did I not exercise enough?

In my head, this is so, again, this narrative I've created that just says you want to go into labor naturally. And right now, as of this week, my doctor said that ain't going to happen. So scratch that off. Okay. And how does that make you feel? Terrible. Why? Because I feel I've asked every doctor that I've had to see, like, did I do something wrong? Did I not exercise enough?

Did I not eat the right things? Did I not sleep enough? Did I not? The list goes on. And every time that's no, no, no, no, no, nothing you did. But still, I can't help but think I didn't do it right, quote unquote. To have her come naturally.

Did I not eat the right things? Did I not sleep enough? Did I not? The list goes on. And every time that's no, no, no, no, no, nothing you did. But still, I can't help but think I didn't do it right, quote unquote. To have her come naturally.

Did I not eat the right things? Did I not sleep enough? Did I not? The list goes on. And every time that's no, no, no, no, no, nothing you did. But still, I can't help but think I didn't do it right, quote unquote. To have her come naturally.