Jesy Nelson

But it is what it is.

And I just have to accept it.

And now just try and make the best out of this situation.

And my girls are honestly, I mean, I've said it so much.

They are the strongest, most resilient babies.

And I really believe that they are going to defy all the odds.

I really believe that because they already have.

It's mad.

They were in my belly.

They had TTTS, which it's, it's affects a rare,

percentage of identical twins and that means if you it's when there's only one placenta that both the babies feed off of and it's crap for both of them because one will get more of the nutrients and one won't but either way it doesn't matter even the baby that's getting too many nutrients it still affects them it's not good and so if you don't get treatment for that they they will die it's like 95 percent yeah this is what's in the documentary there's 95 percent of this

yeah that they won't survive and it's just mad to me that like when it's like I watch it so differently now like when I've watched it back I like see everything from a completely different lens because I'm like they had that but they also had SMA and then they just went on to like fight it all

So we'd been in NICU, neonatal ward, for a month with them because they were obviously born early because of the situation I had with TTTS.

So they came early.

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

They were 31 weeks.

And they were tiny.

They were so, so small.

It's so mad because I remember seeing like –

full-term babies around the time that I had them.