Jesy Nelson

And then the universe gave me twins.

You couldn't write it.

No, honestly.

Only my real close friends and team know that for a very long time, I felt very lost.

I just honestly felt like I had no sense of purpose.

I was constantly trying to find the next project that would make me feel...

Yeah, yeah.

Because I still felt like that even when I was in Little Mix.

Like I loved performing and I loved, but I still felt like that wasn't like what I was truly meant to be doing.

I can't, there was like, there was something missing.

And that's why when I made like my documentary when I was in Little Mix, that gave me like,

a sense of purpose and then when I left I was like searching for that and I just didn't know what it was and then I feel like my girls came along and they just made me the person I've always wanted to be.

So spinal muscular atrophy is a muscular wasting disease.

And what it does is, well, they don't have a gene that we all have in our body.

So

Because of that, their now muscles are deteriorating and wasting away.

And if you don't get them treatment in time, eventually the muscles will all just die, which then affects the breathing, the swallowing, everything.

And they will die before the age of two.

That's okay.

Well, it's not okay.