Jesy Nelson

what are we going to do?

Like, cause he, he always just wanted to be a young dad.

I knew he always wanted children.

And that was always a bit of a like, in our relationship because we were like, at some point this is going to get really fucking awkward because what are we going to do?

Cause I don't want children and you do.

So like, this is so awkward.

And you know, we'd been together like two years at this point.

Um,

So yeah, so when I fell pregnant, I was like, I was so overwhelmed by all these feelings.

But I was like, there's a reason that I feel this way.

And I just remember getting on the phone to my sister-in-law.

And she was the only person I told at the time.

And she was like, Jessie, I think this is meant to happen to you.

Yeah, she was like...

I think you'll be an incredible mum.

And she was like, and it's okay to feel scared because when I fell pregnant with George, I was shitting myself.

And she was like, that's totally normal.

She was like, but I really don't think you can ignore these feelings.

And I knew that I couldn't.

And then just mental, I never wanted children.