Jillian Michaels

I constantly feel like I have to be smaller.

I have to be quieter.

I have to be more submissive in my marriage.

I have to shrink my body to fit on a plane.

I have to have a bigger car because I need a little more room.

I need to go to a special store or actually even better, order it online.

It makes me feel like... I don't want circumstances.

Shit.

It makes you feel worthless.

It makes you feel like I can't go to the mall and spend my money.

It makes you feel how good.

devalued okay okay stop when's the first time you felt that way um when i was in ballet and the teacher picked an outfit i didn't like for the recital eight when was it when you did your mom put you on a diet you said six

I mean, after that Yoohoo incident, it was a real... Did that make you feel the way you're currently describing?

No, I didn't know what was... At six years old, I just... It's like I knew the ding-dong was different because it didn't have the foil, but I didn't understand.

I know, because it becomes... But unconsciously, you do understand.

And now, this pattern is playing out everywhere.

It has a name.

It's literally Freudian.

It is called a repetition compulsion.

What about the genetics?