Jillian Turecki

I was going to say, I was going to say if that actually worked, that that's, that's where like my ears perked up. I'm like, I want to hear more about that. Oh no. It was a colossal failure. Yeah, well, so look, there's nuance to all of this. So there's a few things that could have been happening.

I was going to say, I was going to say if that actually worked, that that's, that's where like my ears perked up. I'm like, I want to hear more about that. Oh no. It was a colossal failure. Yeah, well, so look, there's nuance to all of this. So there's a few things that could have been happening.

I was going to say, I was going to say if that actually worked, that that's, that's where like my ears perked up. I'm like, I want to hear more about that. Oh no. It was a colossal failure. Yeah, well, so look, there's nuance to all of this. So there's a few things that could have been happening.

One could have been, you know, one theory for some people, I don't know if it's true for you, is that like deeply embedded in your subconscious, you actually don't believe that you are worthy or deserving of the love that you so desire. So if someone actually is interested in you, you think of it, not consciously, but you think of it, what's wrong with you that you like me? Okay.

One could have been, you know, one theory for some people, I don't know if it's true for you, is that like deeply embedded in your subconscious, you actually don't believe that you are worthy or deserving of the love that you so desire. So if someone actually is interested in you, you think of it, not consciously, but you think of it, what's wrong with you that you like me? Okay.

One could have been, you know, one theory for some people, I don't know if it's true for you, is that like deeply embedded in your subconscious, you actually don't believe that you are worthy or deserving of the love that you so desire. So if someone actually is interested in you, you think of it, not consciously, but you think of it, what's wrong with you that you like me? Okay.

Does that resonate?

Does that resonate?

Does that resonate?

Well, he did like you. But then he didn't. And so you saw that as a challenge. So you were leading with your ego. She's an egomaniac.

Well, he did like you. But then he didn't. And so you saw that as a challenge. So you were leading with your ego. She's an egomaniac.

Well, he did like you. But then he didn't. And so you saw that as a challenge. So you were leading with your ego. She's an egomaniac.

Yeah. Now I know. So it's just, you're leading with your ego and you're leading with this. It's like a game. It's a game that you play with yourself, a game that you played with men where it's like, okay, let's see if I can actually like, like, okay, you're going to, you're going to not like me. Let me show you how much you can actually like me.

Yeah. Now I know. So it's just, you're leading with your ego and you're leading with this. It's like a game. It's a game that you play with yourself, a game that you played with men where it's like, okay, let's see if I can actually like, like, okay, you're going to, you're going to not like me. Let me show you how much you can actually like me.

Yeah. Now I know. So it's just, you're leading with your ego and you're leading with this. It's like a game. It's a game that you play with yourself, a game that you played with men where it's like, okay, let's see if I can actually like, like, okay, you're going to, you're going to not like me. Let me show you how much you can actually like me.

So you see it all as a game and all as a challenge, but really what you're dancing around or skirting around is emotional intimacy. And that's at the root of it is fear of emotional intimacy.

So you see it all as a game and all as a challenge, but really what you're dancing around or skirting around is emotional intimacy. And that's at the root of it is fear of emotional intimacy.

So you see it all as a game and all as a challenge, but really what you're dancing around or skirting around is emotional intimacy. And that's at the root of it is fear of emotional intimacy.

But when you say that, when you say that, you just embedded deep, like you like that. You like identifying with that. I guess I did. Because it actually makes you- I've had a lot of therapy too.

But when you say that, when you say that, you just embedded deep, like you like that. You like identifying with that. I guess I did. Because it actually makes you- I've had a lot of therapy too.