Joanna 'JoJo' Levesque

Okay.

Okay.

And I'll take – and I'm big on accountability. But – I think I was just in such a place of hurt, particularly because I was in a record deal with a label that was no longer functioning, so I couldn't put out music for a very long time. I felt like my career was dead on the vine, and I was angry, and people were telling me,

And I'll take – and I'm big on accountability. But – I think I was just in such a place of hurt, particularly because I was in a record deal with a label that was no longer functioning, so I couldn't put out music for a very long time. I felt like my career was dead on the vine, and I was angry, and people were telling me,

And I'll take – and I'm big on accountability. But – I think I was just in such a place of hurt, particularly because I was in a record deal with a label that was no longer functioning, so I couldn't put out music for a very long time. I felt like my career was dead on the vine, and I was angry, and people were telling me,

You should be the biggest star in the world and, you know, how did this happen and blah, blah, blah. So I'm feeling embarrassed and I'm feeling ashamed and I'm feeling like I don't want my family back in Boston to worry about me. And they're like, Joanna, you're smart. You should just go to school. And I'm like, I don't want to go to school.

You should be the biggest star in the world and, you know, how did this happen and blah, blah, blah. So I'm feeling embarrassed and I'm feeling ashamed and I'm feeling like I don't want my family back in Boston to worry about me. And they're like, Joanna, you're smart. You should just go to school. And I'm like, I don't want to go to school.

You should be the biggest star in the world and, you know, how did this happen and blah, blah, blah. So I'm feeling embarrassed and I'm feeling ashamed and I'm feeling like I don't want my family back in Boston to worry about me. And they're like, Joanna, you're smart. You should just go to school. And I'm like, I don't want to go to school.

Like, you know, I should go to college and study sociology like I was going to. I'm like, no, I already deferred. I just had a lot on my mind and I think I acted out in my relationships as a consequence of how afraid I was.

Like, you know, I should go to college and study sociology like I was going to. I'm like, no, I already deferred. I just had a lot on my mind and I think I acted out in my relationships as a consequence of how afraid I was.

Like, you know, I should go to college and study sociology like I was going to. I'm like, no, I already deferred. I just had a lot on my mind and I think I acted out in my relationships as a consequence of how afraid I was.

I think that – I mean there's a lot of talk about addiction might be in our cells. It might be something that we inherit. I don't know how you feel about that or –

I think that – I mean there's a lot of talk about addiction might be in our cells. It might be something that we inherit. I don't know how you feel about that or –

I think that – I mean there's a lot of talk about addiction might be in our cells. It might be something that we inherit. I don't know how you feel about that or –

Yeah. I'm just really sensitive to, to that. I think that When you grow up feeling that type of instability, it makes you a certain type of person.

Yeah. I'm just really sensitive to, to that. I think that When you grow up feeling that type of instability, it makes you a certain type of person.

Yeah. I'm just really sensitive to, to that. I think that When you grow up feeling that type of instability, it makes you a certain type of person.

Yeah. Flight, to a certain extent. I think I freeze up more than fight or flee at this point. I'll kind of freeze and then I'll need to like. sit with myself and, but my, my defenses definitely still come online.

Yeah. Flight, to a certain extent. I think I freeze up more than fight or flee at this point. I'll kind of freeze and then I'll need to like. sit with myself and, but my, my defenses definitely still come online.

Yeah. Flight, to a certain extent. I think I freeze up more than fight or flee at this point. I'll kind of freeze and then I'll need to like. sit with myself and, but my, my defenses definitely still come online.