Joe Loya

And not only was I a terrible person, a lot of people, oh, you were robbing banks.

I wasn't just robbing banks.

I was a real terrible human being, especially in this regard, a perfect example.

I was willing to put my hands to the police.

I didn't care.

This is the grandiosity, narcissist, all that nonsense that was going on inside of me, right?

So, yeah, I was fun and I spent a lot of money throwing around.

And, yeah, I was poking the banks in their eyes.

But that's not happening in a vacuum.

It's happening because I don't care about anything except myself and my pleasure.

That's it and that's all.

Cheating on my girlfriend all day long, emotionally brutalizing her.

I was never physically violent with any women that I was with, but I was emotionally abusive.

So I was a terrible person.

And some people would like to give me a pass and say, well, you know, you didn't hit them.

My dad beat the shit out of us.

And the worst thing that ever happened to me in childhood is when he said something to my brother, he didn't have to hit me.

Emotional abuse is sometimes worse than actually the physical thing.

The bones heal.

The bruises go away.