Joe Loya
👤 SpeakerAppearances Over Time
Podcast Appearances
She's in heaven.
The Bible says, absent from the body, present with the Lord.
You should be celebrating that she's in heaven.
This is the counseling I'm getting from everyone around me, which has the effect of making me feel like shit because I'm like, oh, man, I'm selfish.
I should be happy for my mom.
And why am I feeling these feelings?
These feelings are nothing but bad.
They're terrible.
This is the moral guidance or spiritual guidance I'm getting now.
Right.
Besides that.
That's not helping me in terms of the moral quandary that I'm going to eventually be the guy who rubs banks.
But it's just a tough time for me to try and process the grief myself and beyond being brutalized.
So I got all this aggression growing in me now.
I got rage growing.
You think kids don't have rage?
They got rage.
By age 11, I'm rageful.
And by age 13, I pulled a bunch of fire alarms at school.
Now I'm a delinquent.