Joe Loya
👤 SpeakerAppearances Over Time
Podcast Appearances
Somebody who has what I have, and I'm feeling it.
I'm really feeling this, like something is roaring.
I have to be much bigger.
I have to dial up my narrative.
I don't know what it is, but this line, this track.
Let me go to college.
Let me do that.
And that's not, I'm going to have no feel for that.
And again, this is where the erosion of posterity has already occurred.
And I can't have a feel for 10 years down the line.
I'll be able to have, I'll pay off a mortgage, like none of that.
And so it's already happened to me.
I don't have a feel for posterity.
Remember, my mom died at 26.
There's also included in this a feeling like I just got to make it a 26.
I don't know what happens after that.
I just got to make it a 26 because that's where the cutoff date is for me in my head.
A lot of people think, oh, 76, that's where, you know, when your parents died, that's approximately the age.
I was like, I don't know if I'm going to make it a 26.
I just got to make it a 26.