Joe Santagato

I think that if you're lucky enough to find something that really lights a fire in you, like something that you actually enjoy, like this is the thing.

For me, it's like you need to do it.

I need to do that.

You can't not do it.

I can't.

I can't.

I have to.

And that's why dropping out of college felt like that.

That was the first time that I felt something like,

it had a physical reaction to me where it was like dude don't do that and there was no fucking plan and mind you I was always like a good student growing up and I played sports and stuff and I felt like there was a lot of there was high expectations for me and then I was not fulfilling that at all and then I'm gonna go well I'm also dropping out of college you know and that was a lot of L's in a short space of time oh my god dude it is a lot of L's and there was only one time where I was like

man, I'm fucking this up bad.

Like maybe I'm just like full of shit.

Like you think, do you have, just because I have all this passion.

Exactly.

It's like, bro, this counts for nothing.

No one cares that you're passionate.

Like, and you're waiting for what?

Like, what are you waiting for?

Like, what are you going to do?

And then there was a time where I did have that realization of, because when I was younger, I was a little more like arrogant about it in my head where I was like, I'm going to find something.