John Ashbrook

I mean, being angry wouldn't get me a cup of coffee. You know what I'm saying?

I had a great time. I did everything I could. I did as much as I could every time I could. And I always try to do the right thing. At the same time, like, I can't control everything. You know what I mean? And then, does it make me mad? Sure. Do I hate that, like, you know, that the politicians disagree on something and it costs your son his life, right?

I had a great time. I did everything I could. I did as much as I could every time I could. And I always try to do the right thing. At the same time, like, I can't control everything. You know what I mean? And then, does it make me mad? Sure. Do I hate that, like, you know, that the politicians disagree on something and it costs your son his life, right?

I had a great time. I did everything I could. I did as much as I could every time I could. And I always try to do the right thing. At the same time, like, I can't control everything. You know what I mean? And then, does it make me mad? Sure. Do I hate that, like, you know, that the politicians disagree on something and it costs your son his life, right?

ridiculous right but at the same time like I was having the time of my life so I wasn't questioning shit you know anytime you drink from the bottle of hindsight everything gets clearer you know what I mean but at the time like I didn't question it I just want I was on to the next like uh war was my life you know and I was good at it and I saved lives I saved a ton of lives in war um

ridiculous right but at the same time like I was having the time of my life so I wasn't questioning shit you know anytime you drink from the bottle of hindsight everything gets clearer you know what I mean but at the time like I didn't question it I just want I was on to the next like uh war was my life you know and I was good at it and I saved lives I saved a ton of lives in war um

ridiculous right but at the same time like I was having the time of my life so I wasn't questioning shit you know anytime you drink from the bottle of hindsight everything gets clearer you know what I mean but at the time like I didn't question it I just want I was on to the next like uh war was my life you know and I was good at it and I saved lives I saved a ton of lives in war um

all those things combined kept me back coming back to it, whether it's right, wrong, indifferent, like, uh, these are things that I can't control. So why even dwell on it? You know what I mean? It's, it's almost, it's, and then you'll get stuck in there. It's muddy water. You'll get stites, quicksand, you'll sink in it. Like why this, why that? Like, why ask why?

all those things combined kept me back coming back to it, whether it's right, wrong, indifferent, like, uh, these are things that I can't control. So why even dwell on it? You know what I mean? It's, it's almost, it's, and then you'll get stuck in there. It's muddy water. You'll get stites, quicksand, you'll sink in it. Like why this, why that? Like, why ask why?

all those things combined kept me back coming back to it, whether it's right, wrong, indifferent, like, uh, these are things that I can't control. So why even dwell on it? You know what I mean? It's, it's almost, it's, and then you'll get stuck in there. It's muddy water. You'll get stites, quicksand, you'll sink in it. Like why this, why that? Like, why ask why?

No, I assumed.

No, I assumed.

No, I assumed.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Well, I call it the, the last chapter. They're stuck in the last chapter. You know what I mean? Like they can't get out of that chapter and whether, but what really happens is like the story's not over. You know what I mean? I mean, I was under the age of 40 doing all that stuff. Well, I got a lot more years. Like, so your life never gets better. You're never going to enjoy anything again.

Well, I call it the, the last chapter. They're stuck in the last chapter. You know what I mean? Like they can't get out of that chapter and whether, but what really happens is like the story's not over. You know what I mean? I mean, I was under the age of 40 doing all that stuff. Well, I got a lot more years. Like, so your life never gets better. You're never going to enjoy anything again.

Well, I call it the, the last chapter. They're stuck in the last chapter. You know what I mean? Like they can't get out of that chapter and whether, but what really happens is like the story's not over. You know what I mean? I mean, I was under the age of 40 doing all that stuff. Well, I got a lot more years. Like, so your life never gets better. You're never going to enjoy anything again.

Like get out of that chapter. Right. And write a new chapter.