John Delony
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Yeah.
I'm going to exercise because I'm a guy that's a good steward in my body.
You get what I'm saying?
I'm going to start changing the identity and then I'm going to backfill that with action.
Yeah.
Yeah.
I'm going to seek vitality in life.
I'm not just going to sit at home feeling dead in my own skin.
Every time my partner gets up, my fiance gets up to go to the bathroom and I feel like, what did I do?
What's wrong?
Does she not like me anymore?
Oh my gosh, what's happening?
And the way I can shut that voice off is with pornography or with the drink.
Right?
Yeah.
That's your, that's, that has to be your path moving forward.
But all of that's going to start with a full transparency with her.
Hey, I've never told you about what really the kind of the weight I've had to carry.
My dad looked at me and put me in charge of his special needs children and made it my responsibility at nine, at 11, that if something happened to them, that was my fault.
It's madness.