John Doe

or uh doing coke or heroin you could not get the good lsd you were done and they always trained you for safety first and it's like they knew they could see in my soul this motherfucker will not rat somehow they saw that and when i jacked off i said i'm gonna fucking try once i want to just try it i want to stick a needle in my arm and i'm going to try heroin was that because of jerry garcia having was he like into heroin then or that was until like the 90s

or uh doing coke or heroin you could not get the good lsd you were done and they always trained you for safety first and it's like they knew they could see in my soul this motherfucker will not rat somehow they saw that and when i jacked off i said i'm gonna fucking try once i want to just try it i want to stick a needle in my arm and i'm going to try heroin was that because of jerry garcia having was he like into heroin then or that was until like the 90s

I don't know the whole history. He was in it, I mean, probably from the beginning, but when he got addicted, it was definitely in the 90s, bad, really bad. And then he went to the Forest Knowles or Serenity Knowles, and then he died. I don't know if it's because of that, but it was the reason.

I don't know the whole history. He was in it, I mean, probably from the beginning, but when he got addicted, it was definitely in the 90s, bad, really bad. And then he went to the Forest Knowles or Serenity Knowles, and then he died. I don't know if it's because of that, but it was the reason.

No, it wasn't because of that, because the people that do heroin and coke and are alcoholic, they're not thinking safety first, and then they bring that heat on. People, because they're in the circles of the heavier drugs where LSD was very clandestine.

No, it wasn't because of that, because the people that do heroin and coke and are alcoholic, they're not thinking safety first, and then they bring that heat on. People, because they're in the circles of the heavier drugs where LSD was very clandestine.

Okay.

Okay.

That was the three things I promised myself.

That was the three things I promised myself.

Like, cause if you went broke, you could sell grilled cheese and beer and make six or 800 bucks by 20 to 30 sheets, go to some city for two weeks with someone that you just met or they know the city and then make four or 5,000 and you're good for like the whole tour. Yeah. I mean, two or three grand in the eighties on tour. It was like, you're set. True.

Like, cause if you went broke, you could sell grilled cheese and beer and make six or 800 bucks by 20 to 30 sheets, go to some city for two weeks with someone that you just met or they know the city and then make four or 5,000 and you're good for like the whole tour. Yeah. I mean, two or three grand in the eighties on tour. It was like, you're set. True.

you got three or four guys in the car but like there's always was the juxtaposition is like I'm risking my fucking life for a little bit of money even though I believe in it like so that was the dichotomy of wickedness mean how fun was that just being you know a younger

you got three or four guys in the car but like there's always was the juxtaposition is like I'm risking my fucking life for a little bit of money even though I believe in it like so that was the dichotomy of wickedness mean how fun was that just being you know a younger

It was beautiful because those people accepted me. It was like a family and it was just like love. The scene in the parking lot when I went to the first show was unbelievable. It just was what was missing at home. That makes sense. And it was beautiful. But no, it wasn't like I was in fear because I've sold very little drugs at a show.

It was beautiful because those people accepted me. It was like a family and it was just like love. The scene in the parking lot when I went to the first show was unbelievable. It just was what was missing at home. That makes sense. And it was beautiful. But no, it wasn't like I was in fear because I've sold very little drugs at a show.

I would meet people and like make things happen, but it wasn't like I was out there. Doses, mushrooms, this, that.

I would meet people and like make things happen, but it wasn't like I was out there. Doses, mushrooms, this, that.

And you didn't have to because you could do grilling. You could grill... grill cheese and beer and do fine and make money. And then, you know, the acid connects. And then like these people who did the LSD, like we'll just say rainbow, you know, the Suvian man, the Vesuvian man.

And you didn't have to because you could do grilling. You could grill... grill cheese and beer and do fine and make money. And then, you know, the acid connects. And then like these people who did the LSD, like we'll just say rainbow, you know, the Suvian man, the Vesuvian man.