John Doe

Because the first time I took LSD was a year later on that date, unbeknownst to me. And so we got in a fight over something. The cakes went flying. It was like a birthday. Someone's cakes. Was it my mother's? Someone had a birthday coming. And... And then that, so we had the fight and I ran out of the house and I was kind of a fuck up.

Because the first time I took LSD was a year later on that date, unbeknownst to me. And so we got in a fight over something. The cakes went flying. It was like a birthday. Someone's cakes. Was it my mother's? Someone had a birthday coming. And... And then that, so we had the fight and I ran out of the house and I was kind of a fuck up.

I got this new job and then at the job I started to panic and freak out. They trained me and I said, I got to go home. Something's wrong. And then he died right in my arms. Damn, that's crazy. Which is fucked up.

I got this new job and then at the job I started to panic and freak out. They trained me and I said, I got to go home. Something's wrong. And then he died right in my arms. Damn, that's crazy. Which is fucked up.

Uh, 20 or 20 or 19. Okay. No, maybe it was 21, 69, 89, 88, seven, 19.

Uh, 20 or 20 or 19. Okay. No, maybe it was 21, 69, 89, 88, seven, 19.

So like, you know, in the world, like in nature, there's no wasted energy. And if you live to be 80, you've had six years of dreams.

So like, you know, in the world, like in nature, there's no wasted energy. And if you live to be 80, you've had six years of dreams.

Right? And so, like, once I got to Marion, from this very first day to the day I left, every single night I'd dream and we'd meet and we'd talk and we'd get it out. That's cool. Every fucking day. So, like, I made peace with it somehow. But, yeah, there was a rocky relationship. I mean, my dad suffered from PTSD. He fought in a war. And, like, I mean, I don't know if I was...

Right? And so, like, once I got to Marion, from this very first day to the day I left, every single night I'd dream and we'd meet and we'd talk and we'd get it out. That's cool. Every fucking day. So, like, I made peace with it somehow. But, yeah, there was a rocky relationship. I mean, my dad suffered from PTSD. He fought in a war. And, like, I mean, I don't know if I was...

I don't like, cause you mentioned it when you did your thing about hitting a kid. Is that really the way? So five or six year old boy, like that's, uh, it might, it didn't happen all the time, but it happened enough to where it's like, it's significant. Right. But it doesn't have to define who I am today. For sure. Yeah. So I don't know. Does that answer your question?

I don't like, cause you mentioned it when you did your thing about hitting a kid. Is that really the way? So five or six year old boy, like that's, uh, it might, it didn't happen all the time, but it happened enough to where it's like, it's significant. Right. But it doesn't have to define who I am today. For sure. Yeah. So I don't know. Does that answer your question?

I always finance my weed. Oh my God. That's just the hypocrisy of it, right? Like we're going to keep this shit illegal. I know.

I always finance my weed. Oh my God. That's just the hypocrisy of it, right? Like we're going to keep this shit illegal. I know.

I said the whole thing with drawing the needle back and the blood coming in.

I said the whole thing with drawing the needle back and the blood coming in.

That's why I was creepy as fuck. And the thing is, it just felt like I was really stoned. So I'm like, I'm not. Why would I want to do this other than smoke pot? Yeah, because then I'm getting physically addicted. I'll be sucking dick to get more or whatever.

That's why I was creepy as fuck. And the thing is, it just felt like I was really stoned. So I'm like, I'm not. Why would I want to do this other than smoke pot? Yeah, because then I'm getting physically addicted. I'll be sucking dick to get more or whatever.

Oh, that's the thing. That's it. That's the other thing. When I went to the when I jacked off in this thing, that's the third thing. So when I was out, that was very significant. So when I was there, I said sushi surfing. And when I was out selling LSD, if they thought you were an alcoholic.

Oh, that's the thing. That's it. That's the other thing. When I went to the when I jacked off in this thing, that's the third thing. So when I was out, that was very significant. So when I was there, I said sushi surfing. And when I was out selling LSD, if they thought you were an alcoholic.