Jordan Jozak

Yeah.

Things took a turn when I kind of went through some personal struggles, was going through some relationship challenges, was also working in the startup field.

So just very high stress.

And getting into like late 2022, early 2023, just with some triggering things in normal life, I began to unravel, for lack of a better word, and unravel in a sensation that brought back what I could only describe as childhood memories that I had not previously recollected.

I was remembering a life that didn't feel like mine.

And it wasn't just like simply, hey, I was remembering something all of a sudden.

This was like very brutal PTSD level flashbacks, throwing myself out of bed with nightmares.

After this kind of triggering moment, just where work was boiling up against my relationship changes, all of it came flooding back to where I was remembering things that like I couldn't place in linear time.

Uh, so I didn't know what was going on.

I thought like, Hey, did I just draw the crazy straw?

Did something happen to me psychologically?

Uh, so I did what a normal person would do, right?

Like went out, sought help, um, started working with therapists and began to figure out that what I was recalling, uh, was actually dissociated parts of my childhood.

Not at all.

But in that same respect, how many people really think about their childhood?

Right.

Yeah.

And that was my same experience with it, too.

It was like I thought, to the best of my knowledge, I lived a very normal life.

You know, grew up in a small rural town.