Jordan Jozak

So like 2023, things completely burned down, right?

I'm having memories of this.

Good luck, right?

Who do you call?

Yeah.

I think I was a part of this compartmentalized program, right?

There's no resource for you.

So I just did my best to, you know, find ways to psychologically get myself better without, you know, getting labeled schizophrenic, right?

Without going out the deep end and without killing myself.

I had a suicide attempt, you know, to be completely honest with you in January of 23, because I cannot speak to the level of disparity of like, wow, you wake up in a matter of two months and remember an entire childhood that you once forgotten.

You have records, you know, describing a life that you don't remember.

Like, it feels very Jason Bourne-y, but instead you're the main character in Stranger Things.

Yeah, like, again, completely guided on this path, you know, as we talk about NHI and everything, like, all of this has really just brought me closer, you know, to my own, you know, idea and version and relationship with God, you know, to see all these moments where it's like, wow, you know, it didn't quite make it.

But again, to be in a situation today to be able to articulate this and actually push the needle forward for humanity, right?

Not for the military, not for the industrial complex, actually, like, putting the power back in our own hands, like, yeah, that's worth living for.

Yeah.

So this happens in 23 and it starts a long-term healing process.

You know, met some amazing people, you know, build some trust along the way, but just like highly independent, trans journaling, highly, you know, basically ways to deal with this trauma.

And I started just investigating my own past, right?

Like, where did this happen?