Jordan

I mean, even like I was a little superstitious, like I had a good pregnancy, but even the birth, I'm like, God forbid anything happens.

And like this baby doesn't come safely or, you know, whatever.

I think there was just a lot of weird stuff.

So first and foremost was getting baby here healthy.

And then, you know, that was two months or probably two months before this was airing.

He was actually the one encouraging me, like, hey, have you told Jordan?

Have you told Jordan?

When are you telling Jordan?

And I'm like, I'm, again, trying to figure out when is the right time.

So yeah, if anything, Paul was the one kind of pushing me to do it sooner.

I just think it was the time.

I think she just needed me to be more available, and that wasn't possible at that current stage of life.

And again, nothing wrong with that.

Me and Megan talk a lot, and she had to make the hard decision to end things.

But in turn, that was the right decision for my family in the long run, and the same for her.

So there are no right or wrong answers in this.

What I definitely didn't want her to do is to say yes and then not actually want to get married.

And then we dragged my son through a divorce a year later.

That was I would have much rather, you know, what would actually happen happened then for her to go through with a marriage.

She wasn't.