Joseph

Are you saying that she's always on holiday? They're travel size. Travel size.

No, thank you.

No, thank you.

No, thank you.

I'm doing. All right, what's up? So I'm going to be 23 next week. I've been married for... almost two and a half years to my wife. We got married, I was 20 and she was 19 when we got married. And I guess I struggle with a lot of fear, anxiety, and just worry constantly. I think my brain is just constantly overthinking everything and it's kind of exhausting.

I'm doing. All right, what's up? So I'm going to be 23 next week. I've been married for... almost two and a half years to my wife. We got married, I was 20 and she was 19 when we got married. And I guess I struggle with a lot of fear, anxiety, and just worry constantly. I think my brain is just constantly overthinking everything and it's kind of exhausting.

I'm doing. All right, what's up? So I'm going to be 23 next week. I've been married for... almost two and a half years to my wife. We got married, I was 20 and she was 19 when we got married. And I guess I struggle with a lot of fear, anxiety, and just worry constantly. I think my brain is just constantly overthinking everything and it's kind of exhausting.

And I think it takes a toll on my marriage and just by, I'm not able to show up as well as I think I'd like to, just because I'm so in my head that with every decision I'm making, I'm having this insane internal dialogue. Have you messed something up big in your life?

And I think it takes a toll on my marriage and just by, I'm not able to show up as well as I think I'd like to, just because I'm so in my head that with every decision I'm making, I'm having this insane internal dialogue. Have you messed something up big in your life?

And I think it takes a toll on my marriage and just by, I'm not able to show up as well as I think I'd like to, just because I'm so in my head that with every decision I'm making, I'm having this insane internal dialogue. Have you messed something up big in your life?

I mean, I know that... A lot of my fear, all of that stuff comes a lot from my upbringing, I would probably say. Just because I saw a lot of divorce. I saw cheating. I saw death threats. My grandpa held a shotgun up to one of my stepdad's heads at one point. I've just seen a lot on both my mom and my dad. I want to go one step deeper.

I mean, I know that... A lot of my fear, all of that stuff comes a lot from my upbringing, I would probably say. Just because I saw a lot of divorce. I saw cheating. I saw death threats. My grandpa held a shotgun up to one of my stepdad's heads at one point. I've just seen a lot on both my mom and my dad. I want to go one step deeper.

I mean, I know that... A lot of my fear, all of that stuff comes a lot from my upbringing, I would probably say. Just because I saw a lot of divorce. I saw cheating. I saw death threats. My grandpa held a shotgun up to one of my stepdad's heads at one point. I've just seen a lot on both my mom and my dad. I want to go one step deeper.

It's, there's really not a day that goes by where I'm not really, like, my chest just always feels heavy. Okay. And I feel like with every decision I make, there's just something on the line. I'm like, I'm screwing something up.

It's, there's really not a day that goes by where I'm not really, like, my chest just always feels heavy. Okay. And I feel like with every decision I make, there's just something on the line. I'm like, I'm screwing something up.

It's, there's really not a day that goes by where I'm not really, like, my chest just always feels heavy. Okay. And I feel like with every decision I make, there's just something on the line. I'm like, I'm screwing something up.

I mean, whenever I was... I got introduced to pornography and those things when I was really young. And... I didn't necessarily get caught. I actually came to my parents and told them. But I've had a lot of shame about it my entire life. And I even, early on in our marriage, I was really into it. Because me and my wife, we waited until marriage to have sex. And, you know...

I mean, whenever I was... I got introduced to pornography and those things when I was really young. And... I didn't necessarily get caught. I actually came to my parents and told them. But I've had a lot of shame about it my entire life. And I even, early on in our marriage, I was really into it. Because me and my wife, we waited until marriage to have sex. And, you know...

I mean, whenever I was... I got introduced to pornography and those things when I was really young. And... I didn't necessarily get caught. I actually came to my parents and told them. But I've had a lot of shame about it my entire life. And I even, early on in our marriage, I was really into it. Because me and my wife, we waited until marriage to have sex. And, you know...

We dated for a good three years before we got married. And I think I had to come to my wife and tell her, you know, what I've been doing. And I've slept up multiple times and still struggle with an addiction to, you know, the other half of it, the masturbation piece.