Josh Brolin

She was actor adjacent. They're kind of essential. That's exactly right. Seriously, which is even worse. And then you go... So, where do I put this now? I put it back in my Zen pack? No, you can throw it in that garbage right there. Oh, I can't? Oh, perfect. So anyway, she went a little nuts one day and then she took a bunch of pills and she got in the car and she hit a bunch of parked cars.

So the guys in the white coats, you know, came to get her and they put her in the paddy wagon, literally. And they took her to Camarillo State Hospital and she spent three and a half weeks in Camarillo State Hospital. And when she was there and she, there was a girl there who had hacked up her entire family and she hadn't spoken a word. In 12 Jahren. Und meine Mutter saß neben mir.

So the guys in the white coats, you know, came to get her and they put her in the paddy wagon, literally. And they took her to Camarillo State Hospital and she spent three and a half weeks in Camarillo State Hospital. And when she was there and she, there was a girl there who had hacked up her entire family and she hadn't spoken a word. In 12 Jahren. Und meine Mutter saß neben mir.

So the guys in the white coats, you know, came to get her and they put her in the paddy wagon, literally. And they took her to Camarillo State Hospital and she spent three and a half weeks in Camarillo State Hospital. And when she was there and she, there was a girl there who had hacked up her entire family and she hadn't spoken a word. In 12 Jahren. Und meine Mutter saß neben mir.

Und ich bin sicher, ich weiß nicht, wie es ging, aber meine Mutter war so laut und hat nicht gesagt, dass sie wahrscheinlich neben mir saß und sagte, ich verstehe nicht, warum du nicht sprichst. Sprichst du nie? Sprichst du nie? Sprichst du in deinem Schlaf? Do you talk when nobody's around? And probably fucking annoyed the shit out of her so much that the girl finally said candy.

Und ich bin sicher, ich weiß nicht, wie es ging, aber meine Mutter war so laut und hat nicht gesagt, dass sie wahrscheinlich neben mir saß und sagte, ich verstehe nicht, warum du nicht sprichst. Sprichst du nie? Sprichst du nie? Sprichst du in deinem Schlaf? Do you talk when nobody's around? And probably fucking annoyed the shit out of her so much that the girl finally said candy.

Und ich bin sicher, ich weiß nicht, wie es ging, aber meine Mutter war so laut und hat nicht gesagt, dass sie wahrscheinlich neben mir saß und sagte, ich verstehe nicht, warum du nicht sprichst. Sprichst du nie? Sprichst du nie? Sprichst du in deinem Schlaf? Do you talk when nobody's around? And probably fucking annoyed the shit out of her so much that the girl finally said candy.

And it was a huge thing in the hospital. Like, wow, this woman hasn't spoken. You've gotten her to speak. And then the people, she was put in there, she was assessed, and then her friends came to get her, and she's like, no, I'm fine. Because she liked it. She liked it in there. And when you grow up around that kind of... Alchemy. You're like, yes, it's traumatizing.

And it was a huge thing in the hospital. Like, wow, this woman hasn't spoken. You've gotten her to speak. And then the people, she was put in there, she was assessed, and then her friends came to get her, and she's like, no, I'm fine. Because she liked it. She liked it in there. And when you grow up around that kind of... Alchemy. You're like, yes, it's traumatizing.

And it was a huge thing in the hospital. Like, wow, this woman hasn't spoken. You've gotten her to speak. And then the people, she was put in there, she was assessed, and then her friends came to get her, and she's like, no, I'm fine. Because she liked it. She liked it in there. And when you grow up around that kind of... Alchemy. You're like, yes, it's traumatizing.

You know, you said it earlier, you go, I don't know if I've gotten everything out of my heart. I don't know if you're supposed to, first of all. I don't know if there's a therapy that like once you've kind of exercised all the bad shit that you just live in the good shit. Or if you just learn to kind of be malleable within the chaos of the circus. Sure.

You know, you said it earlier, you go, I don't know if I've gotten everything out of my heart. I don't know if you're supposed to, first of all. I don't know if there's a therapy that like once you've kind of exercised all the bad shit that you just live in the good shit. Or if you just learn to kind of be malleable within the chaos of the circus. Sure.

You know, you said it earlier, you go, I don't know if I've gotten everything out of my heart. I don't know if you're supposed to, first of all. I don't know if there's a therapy that like once you've kind of exercised all the bad shit that you just live in the good shit. Or if you just learn to kind of be malleable within the chaos of the circus. Sure.

Ja. Und dann hast du deinen massiven Trauma. Du hast deinen Trauma von, weißt du, echter PTSD und militärischer Trauma und all dieser Art von Sachen. Ja. Aber wie du darauf reagierst, und ich bringe etwas hin, und das ist nicht gemeint, ein politisches Ding zu sein, aber ich habe tatsächlich etwas auf den Weg hierher gedreht und du hast mit dieser Mädchen gesprochen. Ja.

Ja. Und dann hast du deinen massiven Trauma. Du hast deinen Trauma von, weißt du, echter PTSD und militärischer Trauma und all dieser Art von Sachen. Ja. Aber wie du darauf reagierst, und ich bringe etwas hin, und das ist nicht gemeint, ein politisches Ding zu sein, aber ich habe tatsächlich etwas auf den Weg hierher gedreht und du hast mit dieser Mädchen gesprochen. Ja.

Ja. Und dann hast du deinen massiven Trauma. Du hast deinen Trauma von, weißt du, echter PTSD und militärischer Trauma und all dieser Art von Sachen. Ja. Aber wie du darauf reagierst, und ich bringe etwas hin, und das ist nicht gemeint, ein politisches Ding zu sein, aber ich habe tatsächlich etwas auf den Weg hierher gedreht und du hast mit dieser Mädchen gesprochen. Ja.

Diese letzte, was war ihr Name? Ich war? Ja. Du warst. Oh, Robbie Hoffman? Robbie. Und bevor das war, ging man ab und es war, sagen wir mal, am Morgen nach.

Diese letzte, was war ihr Name? Ich war? Ja. Du warst. Oh, Robbie Hoffman? Robbie. Und bevor das war, ging man ab und es war, sagen wir mal, am Morgen nach.

Diese letzte, was war ihr Name? Ich war? Ja. Du warst. Oh, Robbie Hoffman? Robbie. Und bevor das war, ging man ab und es war, sagen wir mal, am Morgen nach.

Also am Morgen nach und du sprachst über Annihilation und all diese Sachen. Also es ist so etwas passiert und es geht zurück zu dem, was wir gesprochen haben. In the beginning where I said I was doing the Audible for this book and I started spiraling. And I'm not a spiraling kind of guy. I don't victimize myself. I don't see myself as a victim. But I just undeniably fucking spiraled.