Josh Duhamel

I was losing sleep over it.

I was, you know...

really, really angry and started, you know, what am I doing?

I need to get back and reconnect spiritually.

And so I found, I started, I dropped my son off.

He goes to a Catholic school.

I would just drop him off and go sit in church for 15 minutes, just pray or just meditate.

Find my location somewhere, I'll find a church.

Whether it's Catholic or Presbyterian or Lutheran, I don't care.

As long as God lives there, I'll go.

And I found that that's really sort of helped me sort of make sense of some of it and hopefully find some clarity in it all because I just needed something because I didn't want to be that woman in the street flipping me off with this hatred in her eyes.

I was just like, I'm not going to be that person.

I need to figure out a way to, you know,

find God again.

When did you start looking at that?

I mean, I've never really, I mean, I go through phases where I'll be really connected spiritually in times that I'm not.

And I find that when I am connected spiritually, I'm a much better friend, father, husband, brother,

just a better person all around when I'm connected spiritually.

When I'm not, you know, I can get a little squirrely, you know, I can, I can start to lose track of what's important, you know, and this business can really take you down some dark roads.

And so I needed to stay.