Joshua

I threw everything away and it doesn't make a damn bit of sense. I tried to end something.

I threw everything away and it doesn't make a damn bit of sense. I tried to end something.

Today I woke up and I decided I'd been thinking about this, like, for a while.

Today I woke up and I decided I'd been thinking about this, like, for a while.

Today I woke up and I decided I'd been thinking about this, like, for a while.

As for his mother, she had plans of her own. It was her 39th birthday.

As for his mother, she had plans of her own. It was her 39th birthday.

As for his mother, she had plans of her own. It was her 39th birthday.

What was going to happen was I had to go do my monthly parole for Georgia and go get an appointment with my doctor this week. And so I was deciding between quitting and doing this or doing everything I have to do. Okay. And getting ready to go through probation, go to the hearing in April and talk to my therapist.

What was going to happen was I had to go do my monthly parole for Georgia and go get an appointment with my doctor this week. And so I was deciding between quitting and doing this or doing everything I have to do. Okay. And getting ready to go through probation, go to the hearing in April and talk to my therapist.

What was going to happen was I had to go do my monthly parole for Georgia and go get an appointment with my doctor this week. And so I was deciding between quitting and doing this or doing everything I have to do. Okay. And getting ready to go through probation, go to the hearing in April and talk to my therapist.

So you feel like you're deciding between... I tried to make it a choice between those two.

So you feel like you're deciding between... I tried to make it a choice between those two.

So you feel like you're deciding between... I tried to make it a choice between those two.

Like I made it. In my mind, I was like, today we're going to decide. Because I was pinning them against each other.

Like I made it. In my mind, I was like, today we're going to decide. Because I was pinning them against each other.

Like I made it. In my mind, I was like, today we're going to decide. Because I was pinning them against each other.

I broke a chair, and I was hitting the staircase with the bat, and just using the bat, I was talking about, I remember this.

I broke a chair, and I was hitting the staircase with the bat, and just using the bat, I was talking about, I remember this.

I broke a chair, and I was hitting the staircase with the bat, and just using the bat, I was talking about, I remember this.