JR

That's why I'm like so uncomfortable laughing because I'm like, this is not real life right now. There's no way that like these men are about to go at it. And I'm like,

That's why I'm like so uncomfortable laughing because I'm like, this is not real life right now. There's no way that like these men are about to go at it. And I'm like,

It was so uncomfortable. And I have a really bad nervous laugh, like really bad. You guys, I always got in trouble.

It was so uncomfortable. And I have a really bad nervous laugh, like really bad. You guys, I always got in trouble.

It was so uncomfortable. And I have a really bad nervous laugh, like really bad. You guys, I always got in trouble.

It's horrible. And there was nothing funny about that, by the way, like nothing. I was crying two seconds before that. And then I just I was more of like JR being like, no, you stand back. And like he like ran to the door. I was like, this is not happening, you know. But I just think that there was a lack of respect.

It's horrible. And there was nothing funny about that, by the way, like nothing. I was crying two seconds before that. And then I just I was more of like JR being like, no, you stand back. And like he like ran to the door. I was like, this is not happening, you know. But I just think that there was a lack of respect.

It's horrible. And there was nothing funny about that, by the way, like nothing. I was crying two seconds before that. And then I just I was more of like JR being like, no, you stand back. And like he like ran to the door. I was like, this is not happening, you know. But I just think that there was a lack of respect.

And knowing what I know now in that moment, like I would have dropped everything and been there for him.

And knowing what I know now in that moment, like I would have dropped everything and been there for him.

And knowing what I know now in that moment, like I would have dropped everything and been there for him.

100% because we're not in a normal situation this isn't just like oh you know he's having a breakdown like and we're back at home and after the bar it's like this was different and he really needed me in that moment I didn't show up for him and that really hurts me because I've showed up for you so much throughout our relationship like I really have and like that sucks you know that's like

100% because we're not in a normal situation this isn't just like oh you know he's having a breakdown like and we're back at home and after the bar it's like this was different and he really needed me in that moment I didn't show up for him and that really hurts me because I've showed up for you so much throughout our relationship like I really have and like that sucks you know that's like

100% because we're not in a normal situation this isn't just like oh you know he's having a breakdown like and we're back at home and after the bar it's like this was different and he really needed me in that moment I didn't show up for him and that really hurts me because I've showed up for you so much throughout our relationship like I really have and like that sucks you know that's like

It's really difficult to watch, honestly.

It's really difficult to watch, honestly.

It's really difficult to watch, honestly.

From his... The things that were happening off camera and... If we want to talk about it, like, but there was a lot that you guys are not seeing in the relationship and what was going on.

From his... The things that were happening off camera and... If we want to talk about it, like, but there was a lot that you guys are not seeing in the relationship and what was going on.

From his... The things that were happening off camera and... If we want to talk about it, like, but there was a lot that you guys are not seeing in the relationship and what was going on.