JR

I don't know. I honestly like I do think that we were at a really rocky point in our relationship. And I was like.

kind of wanting to just give it like give it my all and that's what happened with me going into the experience with JR whatnot a lot of stuff happened like that we don't see with Nick and I and I almost wanted to just like leave the whole experience and I was like I owe it to my relationship to give it my all and be with him and the thing is it's like

kind of wanting to just give it like give it my all and that's what happened with me going into the experience with JR whatnot a lot of stuff happened like that we don't see with Nick and I and I almost wanted to just like leave the whole experience and I was like I owe it to my relationship to give it my all and be with him and the thing is it's like

kind of wanting to just give it like give it my all and that's what happened with me going into the experience with JR whatnot a lot of stuff happened like that we don't see with Nick and I and I almost wanted to just like leave the whole experience and I was like I owe it to my relationship to give it my all and be with him and the thing is it's like

where basically I knew in my gut that I didn't want to go but instead of just me being assertive and saying I don't want to do that and we're not doing that and if you want to do that go I kind of you decided to go and be a baby I didn't go no it's yeah I mean that's just the whole thing in itself but that was that was literally like the week before we left for the ultimate I mean we came out and it was like one of our biggest fights and it was just this whole thing I'm like in Europe by myself with like my friend so you left her

where basically I knew in my gut that I didn't want to go but instead of just me being assertive and saying I don't want to do that and we're not doing that and if you want to do that go I kind of you decided to go and be a baby I didn't go no it's yeah I mean that's just the whole thing in itself but that was that was literally like the week before we left for the ultimate I mean we came out and it was like one of our biggest fights and it was just this whole thing I'm like in Europe by myself with like my friend so you left her

where basically I knew in my gut that I didn't want to go but instead of just me being assertive and saying I don't want to do that and we're not doing that and if you want to do that go I kind of you decided to go and be a baby I didn't go no it's yeah I mean that's just the whole thing in itself but that was that was literally like the week before we left for the ultimate I mean we came out and it was like one of our biggest fights and it was just this whole thing I'm like in Europe by myself with like my friend so you left her

She was with my friend or boyfriend. But it's like, I went there because I wanted to be with you. We went to a wedding. It doesn't matter. I don't think that this is like that important. But that was... Well, I mean, you guys aren't on the same page.

She was with my friend or boyfriend. But it's like, I went there because I wanted to be with you. We went to a wedding. It doesn't matter. I don't think that this is like that important. But that was... Well, I mean, you guys aren't on the same page.

She was with my friend or boyfriend. But it's like, I went there because I wanted to be with you. We went to a wedding. It doesn't matter. I don't think that this is like that important. But that was... Well, I mean, you guys aren't on the same page.

Yeah, no, no, no.

Yeah, no, no, no.

Yeah, no, no, no.

I just didn't know if it's like... I thought it was important for you to stay with me.

I just didn't know if it's like... I thought it was important for you to stay with me.

I just didn't know if it's like... I thought it was important for you to stay with me.

So I'm, I think there were other factors like,

So I'm, I think there were other factors like,

So I'm, I think there were other factors like,

involved that made it really difficult to be on the same page or make certain decisions and i think that's just kind of what i mean that was for europe that was a big break and it's not just about lifestyle decisions or mykonos or whatnot like who gives a fuck honestly it's more about the behavior and like how you're showing up versus how you're not showing up and that's just kind of kind of like we had this weird i don't want to say role reversal but i i would say that