Justina Blakeney

But overall, I do think that my inner voices, the chorus is a beautiful one.

Yeah.

I remember a conversation I had with a dear friend a few years ago.

I said, and you know, this is sort of right after COVID and right after we went through and lived in a whole big house renovation.

And, you know, I was just not in a good place and working a lot.

And I told her, I said, I don't have any free time.

But if I did, I'm not even sure what I would do in it.

I remember telling her that.

I was just like, I don't know what I do for fun anymore at this stage in my life.

I'm just not sure.

If I were to go away by myself for a weekend to Palm Springs or something, I don't know what I would do.

And that thought really scared me because I've always felt really clear about sort of my passions and my purpose.

And I just felt, yeah, really unsure and really run ragged.

And

I wasn't feeling good in my body and I'd been dealing with years and years of like a nervous tummy and just I just wasn't I wasn't in a good place.

And I knew I knew I wasn't in a good place.

But I mean, I'm going to get real with the pod squad.

I think y'all can handle it.

But, you know, I'd had diarrhea for like five years straight and just sort of ignored it and just was like, oh, yeah, well, you know.

this is how my tummy is, you know, and I never really did anything about it or paid any attention to it.