Kaelyn Moore

Anyways, I woke up early, cleaned the house a little, made breakfast, took a shower, and I got ready.

I was super excited.

I am currently still working, and I made this appointment so we could both be there because we're free.

Fast forward, we got to the clinic and I had to go in first as there was no parking spots available nearby and I was afraid of being late.

When I got seated, there was a woman in front of me who was very beautiful.

She looked younger, in shape, short, dressed very nicely.

After a few minutes, I see my boyfriend walking in and he was barely looking at me.

He was insistently looking at her while walking towards the seats.

And after he got seated next to me, I could see him just staring at her.

I felt sick, like he was comparing me to her.

I felt so freaking large and huge and ugly beside her.

It just ruined the moment and the appointment for me.

And he is such a respectful guy.

I've never seen him stare at a woman or say anything about a woman before.

I swear to God, in that moment, I felt like he was just like the rest of men and there was nothing special about him anymore.

And I feel so bad for feeling like this.

He has all the rights to find other people attractive.

But I felt like he betrayed me and our baby in that moment.

I tried to brush it off that day because we also went to his parents' house to show them pictures with the baby, but when we got home, it was all I kept thinking about.

I didn't talk to him about it because I know he will brush it off or say I'm exaggerating, but we also haven't been intimate in a couple of months now.