Kail Lowry

I'm so thankful for the opportunity that he gave my sister and I to speak with him.

And I'm so grateful that I went down there and I was able to talk to him.

And I still do wish that I had the chance to tell him that I'm not mad anymore because I really do.

um, look at him in a very different way now.

Um, I wish that I was able to tell him that before he died.

I think he knew, like, I just kind of feel like he knew that I, this was going to give me the closure I needed in time.

Like if not right then, cause I know, I remember like I filmed myself like talking about it and like

thankful, but still a little bit angry and trying to let go of the anger.

And I think with time, I'm not angry at all.

So when I talked to Bobby Jones on Barely Famous podcast, he said something along the lines of if he didn't go through everything that he went through throughout his life and truly dark shit, he would not have the relatability that he has today.

And I feel like that really resonated with me.

That's something that I...

I don't think that I would be able to empathize with people the way that I do if I didn't go through the nitty gritty shit that I've been through.

And obviously don't wish my kids to go through any of that.

But I think that they are very empathetic.

But I don't know.

I feel like what I went through kind of built character.

And it lets me see things from multiple perspectives instead of just one.

And I also learned from that that there is always three sides to the story.

So there was my mom's side.