Kail Lowry

I used to read Cosmo.

You ordered Cosmo?

Yeah, I had a Cosmo subscription.

I used to have, I'd be reading like, celebrities, they're just like us.

And I was just like, how do you fit in?

Oh, you have to be funny.

You have to do this.

I'm like, okay, I can do that.

I can do all of that.

You know, so I remember sneaking and reading Cosmo in the bathroom and stuff like that.

Why are you in the bathroom for an hour?

Oh, I was just like, something was hurting.

Oh, whatever.

Right.

But I mean, I'm reading Cosmo trying to assimilate into what real people want to do, how real people experience happiness.

Because I feel like,

for so long as a as a kid growing up that escaped me so getting married having kids that's something that you know i feel like you needed to do to be normal because you wouldn't be like you're 40 with no kids something's wrong with you you don't want to hear that right you never been married you're 40 there's something wrong with you you don't want to hear that like no i've been married before i have kids as well right so that's how my mind was working in that instance right there

So I did want to be married.

If you ask my wife, like she's done my, she's done like some live videos on my, on my, my YouTube channel.

And she could just tell the day we got married.