Kail Lowry

I'm just going to listen to the Bible.

So I listened to the Bible literally every single day for like six months.

I've read the whole Bible.

And I was just like, that's why I hate when people use it as manipulation because like, are there lessons that you can learn in the Bible to make you a better person?

Yeah.

But like when people start using it, it's just like, you know what?

You know, Moses kills somebody, right?

So who cares if I cheated?

God forgave Moses.

He killed somebody.

I can't cheat.

You tell me, you said in mind where I was like,

run to your wife or to your family members and say like i'm a man of god now oh no no because i know what that was i would say my mind shifts to manipulation immediately when i'm trying to get something my mind automatically goes to how can i manipulate like my wife left i was just like you know what i'm gonna take my ring off i'm wearing my necklace so when she comes over drop my son off she's gonna see it knows we still connected i was just like i had it on my necklace i was like when she pulled out like that's dumb

what are you doing i'm literally talking to myself i'm like this is so stupid just put it up and i just put my shirt i'm like okay you know yeah because i have i have like that's how my that's to this day that's how i have to work like my my first thought is going to be narcissistic how does it serve me even still even still to this day like how does it serve me and i have to kind of override the natural process of my mind to make to make conscientious good decisions and

This is what I've learned over the years.

I actually had to be on a TV show in Australia a few years ago, right?

And there was a psychologist on set, and he was talking about the two different kinds of empathy.

He said there's emotional empathy.

And there's cognitive empathy.

Emotional empathy is what an empath would have.