Kate Cassidy

the booths and it was Liam on the screen they were playing the music video and it was just three side three big signs in a row being here in LA and I just knew Liam was with me that night and Liam was there at that basketball game with us Liam was there that night eating tacos with us he was there with us and seeing those signs make me feel so much more connected and close to him and that I know he's here and he's listening to me and he's he's far but he's not too far

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I think the hardest thing that this is, of course, brought me is this loneliness feeling. And you go from being with somebody 24-7 to knowing and facing the reality that you're never going to see this person again in this life. And that for me is something that I still just cannot fully process in my mind. And I think that... is always in the back of my mind.

I think the hardest thing that this is, of course, brought me is this loneliness feeling. And you go from being with somebody 24-7 to knowing and facing the reality that you're never going to see this person again in this life. And that for me is something that I still just cannot fully process in my mind. And I think that... is always in the back of my mind.

I think going places to... Everything reminds me of Liam. I could be having a specific coffee flavor from Starbucks and I'm just thinking, Liam, love this coffee. I bring up Liam in almost every conversation I have. Because everything reminds me of him, and at the end of the day, I'm thinking about him every second of every single day.

I think going places to... Everything reminds me of Liam. I could be having a specific coffee flavor from Starbucks and I'm just thinking, Liam, love this coffee. I bring up Liam in almost every conversation I have. Because everything reminds me of him, and at the end of the day, I'm thinking about him every second of every single day.

I could be having a full-blown conversation with somebody about something completely off-topic, something just completely not involving me, involving Liam, and always in the back of my head, I'm just thinking, Liam, Liam, Liam.

I could be having a full-blown conversation with somebody about something completely off-topic, something just completely not involving me, involving Liam, and always in the back of my head, I'm just thinking, Liam, Liam, Liam.

And then even some of the things that I don't connect with with Liam, things that we haven't done, memories that we haven't made yet or moments that we haven't shared together remind me of him because I'll think to myself, Liam would have loved this or I wish Liam was able to experience this or I wish we were able to try this together. So everything reminds me of him in one way or another.

And then even some of the things that I don't connect with with Liam, things that we haven't done, memories that we haven't made yet or moments that we haven't shared together remind me of him because I'll think to myself, Liam would have loved this or I wish Liam was able to experience this or I wish we were able to try this together. So everything reminds me of him in one way or another.

One thing that really helps me day to day is reading letters that Liam has left me. And I think in today's generation, it's not as common to leave letters. And I'm not talking just about birthday letters or birthday card or Christmas card, just letters that are heartfelt and that in the moment you want to surprise and leave your loved one this letter.

One thing that really helps me day to day is reading letters that Liam has left me. And I think in today's generation, it's not as common to leave letters. And I'm not talking just about birthday letters or birthday card or Christmas card, just letters that are heartfelt and that in the moment you want to surprise and leave your loved one this letter.

And throughout me and Liam's relationship, he has written me. I mean, he was a songwriter. He was so good with his words. He was almost like a poet in a way. And one of his love languages was to put his thoughts and words on paper. And he would leave me these notes all around the house. And I have every single note that he's left me ever since the very beginning to the very end.

And throughout me and Liam's relationship, he has written me. I mean, he was a songwriter. He was so good with his words. He was almost like a poet in a way. And one of his love languages was to put his thoughts and words on paper. And he would leave me these notes all around the house. And I have every single note that he's left me ever since the very beginning to the very end.

And we could be at a diner and he'll write me a small little, I love you on a napkin and I'll fold it up and put it in my purse. I keep everything that he's given me. And honestly, if it weren't for these notes and letters that he's written me, I don't even know where my headspace would really be at.

And we could be at a diner and he'll write me a small little, I love you on a napkin and I'll fold it up and put it in my purse. I keep everything that he's given me. And honestly, if it weren't for these notes and letters that he's written me, I don't even know where my headspace would really be at.

Because I think when you're reading a letter in somebody else's handwriting, you genuinely, when you're reading it to yourself, in your mind, you hear this person. You hear his voice. And it's just this connection that means so much more than something on text or a compliment in person. And that's so important too, of course. But... It's something about just a letter just speaks so much volume.

Because I think when you're reading a letter in somebody else's handwriting, you genuinely, when you're reading it to yourself, in your mind, you hear this person. You hear his voice. And it's just this connection that means so much more than something on text or a compliment in person. And that's so important too, of course. But... It's something about just a letter just speaks so much volume.

It just means so much.