Katie
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It is.
It's more like I feel just incredibly angry that I, he's just destroyed our entire life.
And I'm mad that I feel guilty.
I'm mad that I'm questioning anything.
I didn't do anything wrong.
And I just, this is not fair.
Me too.
Constantly.
Constantly.
Yeah, I think that's what I've been telling myself.
But I'm also like, you know, I don't know why I feel this way, but it's almost like I'm telling myself that you lose like a certain level of autonomy when you're in, you know, a committed relationship.
And then I'm also like, that's absolutely nuts.
Like, to even think that way.
Like, in a marriage, we're living together.
We're sleeping together every day.
Like, you know, maybe that's just okay in a relationship.
But then I'm also like, that's absolutely insane.
I'm pretty sure I've felt that way since then, and it's like our relationship has not been the same since.
Yeah, absolutely.
Yeah, I need to do that.