Katie
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And then I think I kind of went back into myself because it made me scared that I even said anything about it, even to her.
But then just within the past couple of months, I brought it up again.
And, I mean, she's told me exactly what you've said.
But I think that's just a very...
Like you said, it's rape, and it's just hard to hear the words rape and husband in the same sentence.
I think for so long, this is just kind of how it's operated.
And so it becomes so normal.
No, you have.
Just from saying that I'm not crazy.
Yeah, no.
Because there have been so many times that I know that it happened, but then it's just,
I will sit there and second guess myself.
Did it really happen?
Am I just, have I made all this up?
We have honestly, and it's not something I should have done.
Stop.
Okay.
I know it was just my body's way of shutting it out.
I mean, me and him have never,
Never discussed it after any of these instances have happened.