Katriona O'Sullivan

And the idea of my body, I couldn't let go of the idea that

One day I'd reach this destination with my body and I'd feel better about myself.

And that continued to grow and grow and grow, despite the fact that my life was getting better.

And so occasionally what would happen to me, I'd hear this new.

So I met a girl in a cafe and she said, oh, I got this.

She was tiny.

She used to be big.

And she said, I got this stochastic surgery.

And I was like, oh, my God, here's the answer.

Here's the answer to everything.

How did it work out for you?

It was terrible.

And I actually got sick every single day.

So I chronicle this in the book, like, that I actually got small though.

I actually was, I got to the size and the shape that I wanted to be and I still wasn't happy.

That was the biggest lesson that it is nothing to do with my body size.

How I feel about myself has nothing to do with my body size.

I have something I didn't have before now.

After the band, I went and I was getting sick all the time.

I went back to therapy and I really talked about a lot of things.