Kay Hall

They're very hard ones to keep.

And I think the other thing is that you make a decision.

The life lessons that I've made had...

And I guess it's decisions you make can go either way.

Because I made the decision at the end of the day to give my baby up, even though I was pressured.

I felt very guilty about that.

And I think I could have, I often go, I could have stood up, but then I had no choice as to how I was going to bring him up because my parents were very anti-baby.

There was no way I could have brought him home to them because they were so angry and horrible.

But you have to stand by whatever decision you make, you have to take the consequences.

But then you make other decisions like marrying a man who's got empathy.

and made the decision to marry him, and that worked out really well.

And your life, it changed.

It wasn't a good relationship, really.

She was a tough woman.

They were tough then.

She could never show love.

That's why I've tried really hard to... You're so loving.

To be loving because I never got it.

Before she died, I did say to her, I've tried everything but you never show love.

And she's...