Keilan
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And also like obviously moving to another country, another city where I like kind of barely, like I kind of know like two people.
Not well, but like I don't really know anybody at all.
So the fear was also giving like,
oh shit, I have all these people here that I love.
Like a life that I'm building here.
Like things are like, are moving in like career wise too here.
Something, I mean, I left for a reason.
Like something did feel like unsettled for me.
And like, I knew that I like wanted to like expand and like just see more and like do that.
I knew that in my heart, that's how I was doing it.
But also the fear setting of just like, oh my God, it would actually be like,
a lot easier to stay, would be more comfortable to stay.
Like, what if?
I don't, it was just like, what if, what if I don't like it at the end of the day?
Like, what if it like doesn't sit right for me?
Like, like what if something goes wrong?
Like, I don't even know.
I couldn't even tell you what I thought was going to go wrong.
It was just like, like the anxiety of just like, I could just stay here.
What am I actually fucking doing?