Keith Edwards

And I think one way you do that is if you're siblings is you unite.

But I think we just were independent and tried to do it our own ways.

So we weren't extremely close, but...

In what respect?

Well, I had... When she passed away, I got into therapy.

So...

Do people cry on this podcast?

They do now.

Very different from Ben Shapiro, huh?

And in many ways...

that put me on the path i'm on now and you never you never thought about seeking it prior no and it was out of what just desperation desperation i don't know if you ever experienced grief but i was uh not processing the grief and when you don't process your feelings they come out sideways and so i was lashing out at people and i was i was it wasn't good so uh

So I got into therapy.

I still have the same therapist.

Wow.

15 years later.

Wow.

And it changed my life.

It changed my life.

She was actually three years younger than me.

and feeling something what in yourself just inspired i don't know what that thing is i don't know what that thing is but whatever that feeling is i've learned to trust it and so that's like the same feeling i had when i was like i should start a youtube channel it was just that i was like oh okay and i'm just gonna follow that idea until uh until it takes me to wherever it's meant to take me so i don't know what that is maybe that's maybe that's god i don't know i don't know