Keith Edwards

When that happened, it was because I was in the right place at the right time.

And someone I knew was like, hey, I had built a little bit of something for myself prior to that.

And someone I knew was impressed by what I had created and said, well, do you want to try to be an associate producer for this VH1 show?

And I was like, yeah.

And I...

I was just excited that I was going to have a career because I, I, again, like people just don't like people have jobs where I'm from, you know, most of the, they don't have careers.

Yeah.

Which is 13 mile and Shaner shout out to anyone that knows where that is.

But a big family, small family, a small family, small family.

Um,

And I had a sister, she was murdered when I was 25.

And so that's why I also have deep, when things like this happen, I have deep feelings.

Because losing someone unexpectedly is awful.

in and of itself.

And grief is awful, regardless of whether it happens to someone that you're expecting is going to die or whether it happens unexpectedly.

But then on top of it, for it to be at the hands of someone else is something that is almost impossible to process.

And were you guys very close?

We were not extremely close because we were in a very dysfunctional family.

And I think when you're in a family that's dysfunctional, it is incredibly hard.

I think you're just trying to survive the day.