Kelly

I was just chatting it up.

I mean, I was definitely sad, but I saw Brian.

He was just, like, he had his head buried in his hands.

He was very distraught.

And I remember going up to Brian and thinking, just asking him, are you okay?

But he didn't want to talk about anything.

So...

yeah Michael passed and then a couple months after that we lost our family dog and that was a hard one too because our dog was precious and just the best the sweetest little boy so again it took a toll on all of us but it definitely affected Brian because while I was away in college I didn't come home as often but Brian was

He was living at my dad's house at the time.

So he was with our dog all the time.

It was just like his best little companion.

So he grew quite an attachment to him.

So I remember even asking Brian after our dog died, like,

how he felt and everything.

And Brian, he let it out to me that he just wasn't, he wasn't doing okay.

He was not wanting to have another dog after that.

And I think it was like a good chat.

I think he was finally like opening up about his feelings because

I never really heard him talk about his feelings before like that so yeah but we got all those hard hits that year and I think that may have caused the onset of his disorder that same year 2019 Brian became addicted to weed and like when you think about weed or when a lot of people think about weed at least when I think about it I don't think of it being like

that bad anything to be so worried about I mean I did partake in my college years but does not do anything good for me so I don't really touch that and and I'm I am also lucky because I don't have an addictive personality I've never been