Ken Rideout
👤 SpeakerAppearances Over Time
Podcast Appearances
I'm like, I can't do it.
I'm going to quit.
I got to go back.
I'm doing terrible.
I don't even want to finish with this time.
I basically convinced myself it was okay.
And as soon as I quit and walked back and got my bike, I wanted to throw my bike into the ocean.
I was like, I'm a loser.
I can't believe what a piece of shit I am.
I'm an idiot.
I dragged my wife here for this.
They're not even finished.
instantly regret it.
I'm like, I would have just, I could have easily just walked in at least finished with pride.
Instead I took the easiest way out.
And it was like, it was just a reminder of like, yo, every time I've took for an E looked for an easy way out or a crutch using drugs to deal with my dip, my emotional bullshit or deal with my own trauma.
Every time I've taken the easy way out, it never pays well.
It never ends well.
It's always 10 times harder.
You think you're taking a shortcut, but all you've done is sabotage yourself.